A little sad
I'm awake right now. DH left earlier at 5am to head out to Ohio because he starts Monday. I am leaving Tuesday with my SIL and the cats to head out. DH and BIL are coming back the following weekend to retrieve all our stuff. The reason I stayed is because my baby shower is tomorrow.
I guess without realizing it, it hit me. I am really happy that we are moving, especially to the place we wanted to move to and everything is working in our favor so far ::knocks on wood::. But, last night, I looked around our apartment and everything is in boxes, and I just broke down crying. :(
I wish I just had more time to let it sink. We found out a week and a half ago and BOOM, we're out of here, and the baby is going to be here in a MONTH - exactly one month is my due date (could go early, could go late...you never know). But it's like, WOW. What's next? And I feel like there are people I wanted to see before I leave and never got the chance to. I know I'll be back to visit by Christmas and again in February for my Godson's Christening, but it still feels like an eternity.
I also feel a bit shocked because this is actually happening, after about 2 years of trying to get out of here. Even before I met DH, I knew I wanted to migrate out NY - all for monetary reasons. I mean unless you make a fortune, it's really hard to raise a family here, and I would definitely have to go back to work full time, when I would rather be a stay at home mom for a little while.
Gaaah, sorry. Hormones make me all sentimental. I'll be more than relieved when I don't have all that running through my system.
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I guess without realizing it, it hit me. I am really happy that we are moving, especially to the place we wanted to move to and everything is working in our favor so far ::knocks on wood::. But, last night, I looked around our apartment and everything is in boxes, and I just broke down crying. :(
I wish I just had more time to let it sink. We found out a week and a half ago and BOOM, we're out of here, and the baby is going to be here in a MONTH - exactly one month is my due date (could go early, could go late...you never know). But it's like, WOW. What's next? And I feel like there are people I wanted to see before I leave and never got the chance to. I know I'll be back to visit by Christmas and again in February for my Godson's Christening, but it still feels like an eternity.
I also feel a bit shocked because this is actually happening, after about 2 years of trying to get out of here. Even before I met DH, I knew I wanted to migrate out NY - all for monetary reasons. I mean unless you make a fortune, it's really hard to raise a family here, and I would definitely have to go back to work full time, when I would rather be a stay at home mom for a little while.
Gaaah, sorry. Hormones make me all sentimental. I'll be more than relieved when I don't have all that running through my system.
